2009 is not a good year for me.

yet.

i'm starting to get all depressed again. to fire with all those science subjects. gah. now i have to go. prepare reunion dinner with mum (not that i do a lot, just a bit lah, hehe...)

i'm down with the sniffles now, and my throat's a little bit irritated, plus i feel weak and painful around the eyes and bones.

going Sipitang on Tuesday morning. yay. :)

but not exactly a break for me. :(

i have art to do....

no, i defy calling it art!!!

it's STUPIDSTUPIDSTUPID restrictive homework that has nothing to do with the kind of art that i love. but i guess, to be good at it, i have to discipline myself to go through the bitter training.

i mean, picasso had to master logic ratios and all that before he turned to his Picasso.

so... sighs.