alright, let's straighten things out (with a crooked ruler...).

Teras (compulsory subjects)

1. Bahasa Melayu (ok)

2. English (no problem)

3. Mathematics (fine)

4. Sejarah (ok but.)

5. Pendidikan Joke Moral (i want the ministry to write a report on 'why is Theorical Moral Education a compulsory subject in the almighty SPM KBSM?')

Science Subjects

1. Biology (oh-right.)

2. Physics (oh-kay.)

3. Chemistry (oh-no)

4. Additional Mathematics (i believe this subject expands one's mindset)

5. English Science & Technology (has acquirement of random, useful knowledge)

Art Subjects (aka potential future breadwinning tools)

1. Art (but if i take the art path after SPM, i'll have to study the theories in English again. no, i don't have a problem. just a constant irriation.)

2. English Literature (i read literature and write literature and think about literature half of my life anyway. might as well get a bonus A1 for that)

Extra Subject:

1 . Chinese (it's a requirement if i want to get into a Chinese school as a teacher,otherwise Sekolah Kebangsaan. I don't mind, but open options are always good.)

Co-Curiculum:

1. Red Team Perbarisan (i don't mind losing or winning this year, because of what Nana said. but i'm still in charge of it, and i don't want people to have a bad, or even ok-ok-lah impressions of my works, especially when it comes to art.)

2. Drama Competition (same reason as 1. also, it'd be nice to show the other Englishy schools that KKHS is not a lau-ya, cinabeng wasteland. :( we can be as good as AllSaints or LaSalle if not for the Chinese factor. you have active English. we have active Chinese and ok English. who better? :P)

3. Debate Competition (same reason as 1 and 2. and i'd like it if the school and the lembaga can give a little bit more attention to the English factor in KKHS...)

4. Mock Trial (i was planning to cut this one off, but Mdm. Suchitra adviced me to join for the certificate, whether or not we win or lose. and since we already have the experience, it should be easier this time.)

5. English Language Society (i really wanted ELS to be as good as the Chinese Society, but it will take a lot of effort. see how things go)

Other stuff:

1. Piano Practical Examination (i decided not to take the exam this year. i'll either fail and waste RM 300+, or pass and skin my SPM results. and get my skin skinned by my mum.)

2. c.o.r.e youth ("seek ye first the kingdom of God, and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added unto you" not so much for the 'all these things'. i really want God to be happy with what i do... )

verdict:

1. i am dropping Chemistry because although i like it, when compared to others, i don't have as much 'feel' for it. (with the exception of Pendidikan Moral. i have rock-bottom feel for it, but teras, so what to do?)

i am forcing myself to drop at least one subject, to make room for the other subjects. i really want to score straight A1s. Jinho can do it. Why not me? :(

but because some people are arguing that Chemistry is a vital requirement in a lot of, if not all, science-streamed careers, i'm considering taking it up again. 20% possibility.

2. i am not dropping Physics because even though i need to exhaust more effort on it, 1. i rather like Physics because it's very involved in my daily life. 2. i already have to drop Chemistry. i don't want to be left out on Physics as well. i 'kia-su'.

but still thinking about it. man, can someone make my decision for me? God, would you just type it out for me right now?...

3. worst come to worst, i drop EST as well.

4. i miss writing my novel... so much...