Tuesday, July 28, 2009

From this website i googled.

Compulsive Overeating
People suffering with Compulsive Overeating have what is characterized as an "addiction" to food, using food and eating as a way to hide from their emotions, to fill a void they feel inside, and to cope with daily stresses and problems in their lives.

(OMG am i doing that?? am i hiding from my emotions?? is there an unbearable emptiness inside me that i yearn to fill?? STRESS???)

People suffering with this Eating Disorder tend to be overweight, are usually aware that their eating habits are abnormal, but find little comfort because of society's tendency to stereotype the "overweight" individual.

Words like, "just go on a diet" are as emotionally devastating to a person suffering Compulsive Overeating as "just eat" can be to a person suffering Anorexia. (SEE?? This website understands me.)
A person suffering as a Compulsive Overeater is at health risk for a heart attack, high blood-pressure and cholesterol, kidney disease and/or failure, arthritis and bone deterioration, and stroke.
(i'm only seventeen. almost. i don't want to die from high-blood pressure. which seventeen year old dies from that? unless you have some blood problems.
wait. I DO.)

Men and Women who are Compulsive Overeaters will sometimes hide behind their physical appearance, using it as a blockade against society (common in survivors of sexual abuse). They feel guilty for not being "good enough," shame for being overweight, and generally have a very low self-esteem... they use food and eating to cope with these feelings, which only leads into the cycle of feeling them ten-fold and trying to find a way to cope again. With a low self esteem and often constant need for love (I NEED LOVE!!!) and validation he/she will turn to obsessive episodes of binging and eating as a way to forget the pain and the desire for affection. (T___T poor me.)

It is important to remember that most Eating Disorders, though their signs and symptoms may be different, share a great number of common causes and emotional aspects.

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