okay. first off, before anything else, i'd like to say that yes, i know i have been procrastinating. i've been lazy and putting off my work until the last minute. i'm a slob, i lose stuff, and i am not organized. (it's a debating tactic to point out your own flaws and holes before the opposition does.)

now that i got that over with...

I TOTALLY HATE DISLIKE TO A VERY DANGEROUS POINT ART!!!

Although I don't regret taking Art for SPM (because i am thinking about becoming an illustrator) that still does not deter me from hating disliking it to a very dangerous point. perhaps it has something to do with the fact that Cikgu Perfectionist expects us to get A1 for Art.

Well, i'm proud of myself for that, and later on in life i'll be sending her cards and flowers on Teacher's Day, thanking her for stuff.

But right now, GAAAHHH... Other students doing the same project has done and gone. Theirs is simple, with a little bit of flaw here and there. (except Jasperin and Malek and Marcella. Their cases same with me)

Mine? Macam mau design and built rocket. A little bit cut outside the pencil line and it's like, NO! NO NO NO!! SALAH SUDAHH! NO MORE A NO MORE HOPE~!! (i added in the last sentence)

but i do appreciate her guidance, really, i do. maybe i should be scolding myself now.

TU LAAAH!!! PROCRASTINATE! WHAT? You feel like jumping off a cliff? You feel like eating pills to sleep for days? You feel like givingup and getting a D? You feel like crying? Well, guess what, ME MYSELF SAYA DAN AKU? PADAAAAN MUKAAAA!!

That's much better. I have about 75% not done yet. I left my mounting board at school so i can't do the cutting.

Tomorrow, when the teacher sees what i've done (which is zilch) she will turn black and become very frustrated and i will cry, like last time.

oh, i used to think that being 'black with anger' was just a phrase and physical impossible, but Cikgu Perfectionist is living proof that, with the right genes and the correct motivation, you CAN turn black in the face.