i've decided to delete the original post that i've posted here. XD if you haven't read it then too bad. :P but seriously, whenever i see Nicholas Tay i really do feel somewhat cheered up.no i don't have a crush on him.
life's good to me recently, but my heart isn't for some reason and i keep falling into these big, dark holes of misery.so it's nice to have this immediate panadol effect to relieve me of those heavy feelings. :D no idea why Nicholas can achieve that.
Maybe he's just kinda blur and carefree like that, so it affects me. maybe i rarely meet this kind of people, you know, the kind that seem to smile all the time. he gives me the impression of a guy who's trying to be serious and cool but then is totally whacked out and blurry. like, "what a cute idiot." i'm so mean. appreciate him lah, macam nasi goreng special. :)
