sometimes we do stupid things.

like a friend of mine who clearly knows that she should have just ignored a certain problem, which was actually not very big, but went and did something so out of the way that now, trying to justify herself, she's sinking deeper.

like me, who can't keep my big, fat mouth shut. i just had to poke around in other people's businesses and now i've probably sent someone to his suicide death.

maybe i'll update again. depends on how long i'll online tonight. i want to start my novel. again. i'm such a loser.

but i don't know why i feel better after naming myself a loser. loser sounds rather cool, actually. i'm being serious.