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inform me earlier that they can't come, so that I can make arrangements and postpone practice, so that other people, those who came, their time won't be wasted by coming and not having anything done because some fella's MIA (Sorry Beto. You came so early almost daily but nothing was done until very much later)2. Everyone can make decisions together. So that there will not be anyone practicing the same stuff as another person, and when FINALLY come together to practice, I have to choose between the two people.(and drama will ensue)
3. So that we get everything done, because everyone's here and anything planned to be done can actually BE DONE. (we're so totally behind schedule now. i wanna scream)
Very sadly, all of the above was not achieved, even though the schedule was made. I guess it was my fault as directing stage manager for not calling everyone involved and make sure that they come. All I did was make a draft schedule, confirm with them, make a schedule, and SMS them on the days that they were supposed to come. I should've done what Jinho did when he was in charge last year. Call everyone, and make sure that they come by spending at least five minutes on the phone with them. Too bad that I don't practically live in the church, have full personal access to the office phone, have a registered line, and a personality that just shines and charms everyone so that I don't get grumbled at so much. Or else I could've done that. Heck LAH, I don't even call my best friends and talk on the phone for three minutes. I don't even CALL my mum or dad, I just SMS them or misscall even when it's something important.
I'm very, very sorry Rina. :( Even though I know you'll never read this, but I'm seriously sorry. I should've checked who was the one singing, instead of asking Joni to sing when you didn't show up, because you were busy at tuition. Not your fault, I know. Kesian Tasha also lah, she feels bad about it.
Sighs. I'm so stupid sometimes. Let me go sleep in the toilet tonight. I don't deserve a bed.
