ARGH APPEAR YOU ADORABLE LITTLE IDIOT, APPEAR AND REPLY ME!!!

i digress.

one of the things in life that i've just realized about is that sometimes, there are things that you already realized and know about, but you just never really thought about it in words, processed through your mind.

now i have one. i'll attempt to put it into words.

you know sometimes how underappreciated you feel? like, you've done something for someone, and someone else gets the credit, or maybe you're not acknowledged, or the something you did went wrong and even though you put a lot of effort into it, no one will ever know because nothing came out of it?

i guess, humans are blind that way.

you, too, will never be able to see some of the things that someone did for you. you too, sometimes unknowingly bypass someone. you will also sometimes ignore something small that someone had put a lot of effort into, for you, because it looked small, because it did not turn out as fantastic as that 'someone' actually wanted it to be for you.

it's not your fault.

no one's at fault, because humans are blind that way.

then there are those humans, those silent, quiet humans.

over the years, after seventeen long years, i think i'm finally beginning to appreciate them. the real life 'cool' people.

there are those fictional characters who are so cool, and so many people love them, seeing how they go through difficulties in such a cool manner.

in some movies or anime series, there will be at least one character, one cool character, who is silent, rational, and valiant.

examples? Ueki from Law of Ueki; those guys and that short haired girl from BLEACH; Light and L from Death Note...

these are only fictional.

i'm starting to see real-life cool people around me. how awesome is that? :)

they are like normal people outside, laughing and talking like an ordinary character they're like that side-character in the Anime series, or the extra in the movie.

but inside's that coolness that will gleam once in a while, and someone will accidentally see it.